Funny thing about "The Universe" is that it gives & it takes without explanation...
After my 1st post I thought I'd made it through the other side... That I'd walked through the flames to the other side.
Then the bank email came....
I'm out of money....
I have a roof over my head now, but now have nothing in reserve to use so as feed myself.
Now, I can go 2 days without food... Done it before, I'll do it again. But without the promise of work beyond that second day.... I'm 6'2" & 215 lbs. I need to eat!!! Day 3 I get hungry! And the thought of completely broke frightened the shit out of me! I pushed my hunger down for a day, and I did what I'd swore to myself that I'd never do.... I asked for help....
I asked for help from the only people in my family whom I felt KNEW me, and did not believe the piece/parchment lies written about me.
A week.... That's all I need (as far as I know at this point) to survive. I kept a count.... Right around $160 for a couple of pots & pans, food, gasoline.... And a solar powered elephant to put on my dashboard - trunk up & ears flapping = a good day!
$160 to stay on my feet!
I'm still standing! I'm alive! I'm grateful! I'm loved, and I love!
And I swear to return the $160 gift given to me to keep me standing!!!
And I say thank you, and I love you & appreciate the loving bond that makes family THE number one importance in life!
....and even in the dark the elephant has his trunk up, and his ears keep flapping!
😊
No comments:
Post a Comment